March 2010
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Akid Dina
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February 2010
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January 2010
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Undecisive.
Should i stay here? Because i feel like typing to start blog all over again! I feel like sharing my life to everyone who reads but my inner self tells me to go. To do my homework, to start revision and all. I need to vow to be discipline and stay to the schedule that i never once followed. Then I will be back. Probably if there is a ray of hope that I could blog on every weekends and that is if...
December 2009
20 posts
My Incredible 2009
I had gone through friction along the way and so do you. So I make this point of time to apologize any wrong doings I have made, both intentionally and unintention. (buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih) I thank you for making my 2009 journey a beautiful one. Do keep in touch to the ones not schooling anymore. I will definitely miss your presence. All the best for your future ventures. I know...
Fishy.
Guess what i did for my recent weekend? (besides homework ofcourse) I went fishing @ Pasir Ris Park with My Love! I know it have been raining, but the plan still carries on for both saturday and sunday.
This was the first time I went fishing. Not that i fish. I accompany people to fish. I always rejected my dad’s offer. Futhermore, he fishes at night. So, i took this opportunity to follow...
You know i am touching a pimple on my left cheek, by moving it side to side. It is already ripe and will be coming off anytime soon. My hands soo itchy laaaaaaah. haha. It was quite big yesterday and I used a pimple cream and it had became smaller overnight, thankfully. The product I am using is flashy expensive and is equivalent to my allowance for a month. “I am very gatal what, have...
13848.) Looking back, and thinking about the past....
I can say that things have become very very different. I can’t really decipher if time’s have changed, or is it me that’s changed. But regardless which is “at fault,” I’m happy with where I’m at right now, and the journey I had to take to get there. I must’ve fallen a million times, tripped over numerous cracks, possibly even tripped over the same spot, but I’ve learned. And I’m learning. New...
i do not know where to go or what to do but i will...
“bersyukur kepada apa yang ada,
kehidupan adalah anugerah.”
– keep remind self.
Us Against The World.
i feel so sad for the hardships that akid’s family is going through. he is currently managing two jobs. how i wish i can raise alot of money and just send him off to ITE to continue his studies there. futhermore, my family is not a wealthy one and i have savings because i get bursary. he works hard while i study hard. i just want him to be happy. he is only happy when he is with me. so...
i could tell you are competing with me. wait, you have been doing all this throughout your life. im not boasting my results in any way. you are the one who is boasting about my result. there is a different. so you are The Boast, not me. you are missing alot of things in this world girl. Green-eyed.
hoilday assignments, sab or amirah or anyone? @ coffeebean?
first of all, congratulations to those who have made it to secondary 5. results were like a rush and a very warm welcome to our new principal ofcourse. everyone’s courage wavered when the release of result began. it was certainly a relief when a bar chart showed 100% passes for english and math. the two most essential subject to get promoted were cleared. pity amirah that she was in the...
Expect The Unexpected
i have completed the card stamp at frozen yoguzzzzz! i never take my eyes off it whenever i go to whitesand. the last stamp was free unlimited yogurt and toppings. i thought it was the small cup where i always put yogurt on and it wasnt, it was BIGGER!! fortunately i had sis and cuz to finish up the whole cup! knowing it was free, we filled all the yogurt flavours and toppings. we took tooooo many...
Reblog if you still go shopping even though you...
bananaomi:
i take note about the stuff i wanted on my wish list and visit the shop when i have cash. OR probably come back the day itself after getting money from mummy esp if its a SALE!!!!
this blog is gonna rot soon i warn you. i dont seem to have time for it. school will start on fourth of january and the result which will be in three days that will determine my stay in PRCS. this has been a tense since the last day i stepped out of the hall. my future is very dependable on that cert. i do not know what i will do without it. after all, who doesnt want a good result right? but that...
short yet sweet
him: i love you me: k him: it’s alright if you dont reply me: i will not say i love you to you anymore then him: do you want me to scold you? me: you dare? him: yes me: scold lah him: k. ROAR!
this reminded me of the time when we first met after all the tormenting moment. it was mid this year. he was like a lion, with that kind of blonde hair and all. it was a coincidence that i bought a...
home sweet home
i am finally back home. six days to kuantan, then to kuala lumpur and visit my cousins at port dickson on my way back home! i was worried that im unable to be home safely. the night before departure, i did not sleep and spend the whole time sending messages to boyf. i even went to the extend, what if i had an accident and wanted his child to name after me. i was being pessimistic to the...
GOODBYE. WILL BE BACK TILL THE ELEVEN DEC OR...
on a side note, a little for my dearest love.
I thought love was just a mirage of the mind, it’s an illusion, it’s fake, impossible to find. But the day I met you, I began to see, that love is real, and exists in me.
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true.
To love is...
TRIPLE DATE!
its been a long time since we met. there were plenty of catching up done with my sisters. we were from primary school and still strong. gossips, and lunch at swensens!
syabil, akid, izzuddin were the love of our souls repectively.
this was with flash but it doesn’t turn out that way. the ladies pictures were brighter even if its without the flash. hence, i conclude, we were the light...
November 2009
71 posts
Old love does not rust.
One day as I was thinking
Thinking as I often do
The subject turned to love
And immediately I thought of you
I thought of how you have changed my life
And relieved all my pain
I thought of how you’ve carried me
And all things in life I’ve gained
As I pondered these wonderous thoughts
I came upon one more
And thought about my sinful life
Only as it was before
And then it was...
“Someday someone might come into your life
And love you the way you’ve...”
Fluky.
me: lets go clubbing one day?
akid: do not be crazy. i tell mummy eyy.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
i felt like a mother today. since mummy and the other siblings were not home, i did plenty of house chores. i cooked, washed the dishes, swept the floor… and cut oranges. i actually peeled the skin off, as if there were children at home. but there were only farah and daddy. i cannot wait to have children of my own!
i had swiss mushroom burger for dinner and taroooooo. no more cravings for...
“It’s amazing the things you realize when you lose someone:
you get mad at...”
If you're skinny, people will call you anorexic....
apriliciate:mouthfullofgommy:
isn’t that beautiful? its been a long time since i got close with nature. the gentle breeze warms my heart whenever i jogged or walked. it was totally breathtaking! the last time was three months ago. on top of that, any babes want to exercise? i thought of going to the gym as i never step in there before. i want to feel the accomplishment of exercising long hours and most importantly,...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI.
to all muslims out there. do have a great day!
PSLE results are out!
fortunately my dear chinese-looking-sister is able to continue her education in secondary school. she was the number one child that got my parents extremely worried. it was such a relief even if it was not the best.
EVERYONE IS PROUD OF YOU, BABY! trust me. stop comparing your result with others. it will not make you feel better if theirs is higher. you studied so hard and not to forget,...
A Day With WONDERFUL Cousins!
plus a niece. but it does not matter because she called me sister instead of aunty. i am definitely fine with that. we actually planned to go picnic at sentosa but the weather looks iffy recently. so, we went to Vivo to shop instead. it was me, my sister (farah), my cousin (kak ana), and a niece (siti). in the end, nothing caught our eyes and we lunched at banquet. on our way there, kak nadia...
GRADUATION NIGHT WAS AWESOME! unfortunately, i did not bring along a camera with me. hence, pictures were tagged at facebook. do take a peep, alright? one down, next coming up, will be the results. take that off from my mind first. recently, i have been spending on plenty of things. i hope i will get money from the government at the end of the year to cover up my expenses. i am just a normal girl...
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say I know I’ll be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you, baby.
i need alternatives to upload my pictures from my handphone. usually, i will use an adapter where i slot my memory card into the printer. but being very clever, my sister insert her puny memory card in and it got stuck! MASSIVE UPDATES SOON. COMING RIGHT UP!
woaaaaah, it's just tomorrow.
the moment that all of the graduating class awaits for, with the exceptional of some. but hell ya, it’s going to be FUN! i hope everything goes very very smoothly.
checklist - and i am left with: nails, purse, bracelet and hair accessories.
got to go do nails with oooooli and muuuuney!
“DAMN! why am i so pickyyyyyyyyyyy? i hate this. i wont be able to get what i...”
– screw me.
im almost done with prom. but ive got plenty of “what if” in my mind right now. so how?
the sense of nervous is getting all over me.
surprise, suprise and more SURPRISE!
need to attend rehearsel tomorrow and got to go off now, tutoriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing.
embarassment
after 14 days working at the entrance, i was told there will be training at the counter. i was partnered with kenny ong. so, i sat on a plastic chair for the time being, observing him. he once told me that he used to fall off that chair. i made fun of him and said only people like him would fall. within hours, i took over the counter while he observed me. while i was handling the money, open the...
“Only time had closed the wounds, but the scars will still remain.”
“Will love you as a lover. Will love your mum like mine. Will love your family...”
– you said.
it was a plan last friday by some classmates of mine to watch 2012. in the end, it came down to three, as usual, mun, sab and myself. i actually thought of pampering myself with food at seoul garden. unfortunately, sab need to babysit, hence mun bailed out because i was bringing akid along. sab got a potential of becoming a nanny! so, when i have kids, you will look after them right? the movie was...
its been some time i put my fingers on this keyboard. im going bonkers all because of prom! everything is so last minute! i made a point to finish everything by tomorrow, tuesday afternoon it is, alone. because tutoring at night. by the way, i did alittle spring cleaning at home yesterday. books passed down to the younger sister, coming right up to replace will be stuffs from sue and bam abdillah....
Im Jealous.
but in the end, nobody is perfect.
(im still jealous)
finally, everything was told. every single shits were revealed. unfortunately, ive got to end my job soon. this means that, i need to focus more on studies! OLEVELS is coming in less than a year!! not that i am confident that i will be promoted, we got to look on the bright side, baby. building self-confidence is essential. we still need to plan the trail ahead of us. nomatter what results it turn...