13848.) Looking back, and thinking about the past.
I can say that things have become very very different. I can’t really decipher if time’s have changed, or is it me that’s changed. But regardless which is “at fault,” I’m happy with where I’m at right now, and the journey I had to take to get there. I must’ve fallen a million times, tripped over numerous cracks, possibly even tripped over the same spot, but I’ve learned. And I’m learning. New year, new leaf. With all this rain, I can’t help but feel purged of every past mistake. It almost compels me to resolve every irreconcilable differences. So here’s an apology for my childish ways, my uncontrollable anger, and my differences. If we’re friends as of the moment, I thank you for being a companion along my journey of growing up. And if we’re not, I thank you for whatever role you played. I’m looking forward to growing up, and getting away, but not forgetting what shaped and molded me to become who I am.